How am i supposed to continue if your not here? i cant eat, or think or function because we arent together. This wasnt just some crush, you werent just some girl, this was real, this was love, this was everything that i ever needed. No girl has ever made me feel the way you do, you act as if you dont even care how much youre hurting me and it makes me question everything that has ever happened in these last few months. I wanna yell and scream and cry because i hate that things ended this way. I dont even know what to do or how to go from here. I need you, and it sucks that i have relied you and my entire life around you and now that youre gone i cant go on. I wanted CHW for months i worked so hard and i finally get her back in my life and then i lose you. I cant win for losing, i cant win at all.. fuck you , no fuck this shit.